
Her eyes swelled with tears and the air felt cold with grief. Beams of sunlight trespassed through the room as specks of dust danced on the warm glow. She could hear her own childhood laughter resonate through her memories as the cracks in the paint held on tight to images of loving bonds. Visions of her father bouncing through the front door wearing a triumphant grin and brandishing a freshly caught bundle of fish seemed all too real. She closed her eyes and ran her hands through her hair almost able to feel her mother’s calm touch gather her blonde locks into a pony tail. She spent her best summers here, running in the tall cool grass and throwing stones in the lake as the scent of barbecue wafted down the hill and through the trees. She was twelve when her parents died, twelve when her childhood ended and her quest for guarded innocence began. She could still remember her aunt walking through the front door to their apartment in the city with a pain filled face and a mind irked with concern, “Mom and dad were in a terrible accident”, she said. Although that was the first time she’d heard it out loud, a cold fear ran through her body hours before, as though part of her was in the car. Now here she stood twenty years later in the center of the room where her memories of them felt whole once again. The floor creaked as she shifted her weight from side to side, swaying to the reminiscent sound of scratchy radio music that seemed to only play in her head. As she walked through the screen door and down the old grey wood steps, the next door neighbour made his way over and opened his hand revealing two gold pins which sported her parent’s names engraved in the old precious metal. “We all had so much when your parents were alive”, he said, “We swam these lakes in silence, taking nature head on and appreciating all that lay ahead of us. I don’t have many physical objects to remind me of them but my heart wants you to have these pins.” A slow tear floated down his cheek as he flipped the pins and read the inscription, “You came, you conquered, you loved…You are our Great Lake Swimmers”. (more…)